Update – Nihilism Is All

I’m incredibly unhappy.

I’m not healthy.

I am unemployed.

I am overweight.

My ex-wife is dating someone else. She’ll probably try to move and take the kids in just a matter of months. It’s all come apart. I don’t know what I can do about anything. It was bad enough to have mental health issues. Or, to be an alcoholic and addict.

But all this too. It just seems like too much for me to bear.

Another Half a Song

I get these half-formed ideas and then hit record while I improvise. Sometimes it comes out brilliantly, sometimes not.

Listen here.

Great recording method for a lazy fatalist like myself though.

 

Soon Enough

Soon enough I’ll be out of money.

Soon enough I’ll be in hospital again.

Soon enough I’ll unwind myself from this maze.

Soon enough I’ll be 40..

Soon enough will soon be now, and it’ll all be too late.